Sometimes I think to my self why I leave homeworks to the last minute?!!  Monday I have two homeworks hand in, Tuesday a 5 page paper is due which I only read a few article about, and yet wrote nothing, and a macro teaching, and for wednesday I have to start writing the draft for the discussion part for my research paper.

 

Well God lift me up from my feet and smack me on my but!!!  I deserve it!!!  Now its half past two after midnight, and I am working on my macro teaching.  Though there is a slight problem which is I have no sleep, and thinking that I have to wake up at 9 to work 12 hours tomorow I don't know what to do.  I could do what I did yesterday which really helped me sleep like a baby which is to drink a can of beer.  Let me grab a beer and come back.  Hold on a sec...

 

OK... I'm back and got a can of beer and I got some crackers to go with it, though I wanted some nuts butI didn't.  AAaaahhh nothing like the first five gulps of that cold beer...  Yeap that felt good...

 

Hmmm what happened to my music.  Let me check.  Ok that s working now!  I love this yahoo music thing.  The video part!!!  "Broken" by Seether and Amy Lee is playing.  This song is awesome.  Just go to music.yahoo.com and search songs for "broken" and you'll find the video.  I really do like it... 

I wonder why no one left any coments for my short post that I made few days ago...  Well who cares if they do or not...  Do I???  Don't know!!!  But it would be nice to see that someone has read it...  I think I like attention, and see that people do pay attention at me!  Is this a bad thing? I don't think it is!!!  Why should it be...  I wonder does this mean I help people for attention?  I like to help people but could this be an underlying reason?  This is scary!!!  I need to think about this!!!  But I enjoy helping people!!!  I feel this thing of self satisfaction after I know that I helped someone...  Sometimes I feel like I should talk with a phsyciatrist, just to get thoughts like these of my mind so that it wouldn't bother me as much it does now!!!  SOmetimes I feel like I need help to get rid off some of the load which sometimes feels really heay to carry. 

 

Almost done with the beer and yeap its working. I am sleepy now.  I should end this post now, so that I could go brush my teeth and go to bed.  I would really enjoy a bath now if it weren't too late and that I woulnt have to sleep right away. 

 

Well' the end for this one.  I love you all, and I hope that you guys know how much you mean to me...  I am me because of you my friends, and I am greatfull of what you all gave to me for I am proud of where and who I am.  LOVE you all...

 

Peace out...  Hahahaaaa this sounded really funny, I felt like i am back at the 90's.  I wonder if they still say this...  Oh well, yeap I am getting old but I m still young  :)  yeap still young and a whole world to live in...  Wait for me I'm coming...

 

woow Sht, I am tipsy now!!!  How the hell did that happen?!?!??  wow cool...  Ok ok ok I am outta here

 

4ever

 

ENJOY...